Saturday, May 7, 2011

Hurting... It's Mother's Day Tomorrow.

Mothers' Day is so hard for me, in so many ways.  I want my own mommy, I want my Gramma, and my Grandmother.  I want my babies - I want Annaliah and I want the two sets of twins and I want the other two, too.
But I don't have them.

And tonight, today... I feel like the storm has sent so many waves and they are crashing all around me.  So I am ending this post with a quote in a great book I read.  By the way... if you have not yet, please read Mary Beth Chapman's book, "Choosing to See."  You can download free kindle-for-pc software, and purchase her book here at  It is the most raw, honest look at grief tempered by hope of forever that I have ever seen, and has meant so much to me in the last weeks as I've poured over the book time and again. 

The quickest way for anyone to reach the sun and the light of day is not to run west, chasing after the setting sun, but to head east, plunging into the darkness until one comes to the sunrise.
Jerry Sittner

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